Friday, September 19

The computer zombie,

   I've been on the internet and computer alot today, not to say that I'm not getting anything done because I am but it has really sucked me in today. I'm updating my outlook, working on my notary website, and fixing on my blog. So those things have keep me busy on the computer.
   Sometimes though I really get sick of it, sometimes I wish it wasn't in my life. You could say that in away I feel controlled by the power it posses. You may say what power, so let me explain...

   I don't really like writing on paper; my handwriting is sloppy and because of continuous use of the computer when I do write my hands start to hurt quickly, so in that sense I need the computer.
   Also because I write a lot of poetry, stories of sorts, and anything else that needs to be wrote I put it on the computer.
   Information, information, information... I always need it for school, personal reseach and most of it is on the net.

So the computer and internet willed this power that is undenable probably by the mass population.
I hope am not alone on this
Class then straight to a migraine
   Today I had a test in my 8:00 Polsc 1 class, I know that I passed that test, I did some good hard studying. After finishing my test I could leave so I went and handled some business. While waiting in a business office for some help at about 8:45 my vision started to blur, which I've always related with the onset of a migraine headache. I could not believe this was happening especially since I had not had one for many months.

History on my migraine Headaches:

   I've had migraine since I was 12 they started to come after I had my first menstrual cycle, who knows why but they just did. When I had migraines in junior high they were bad enough that I would need to stay home or come home if one started at school but I never saw a doctor because although bad they were manageable at home.
   Then in high school my migraines somewhat subsided and I didn't have very many. After high school I started having more severe migraines that did not permit me to take over the counter meds, instead on numerous occasions I found myself delusional in the emergency room because of the severity. I could not stand the light, noise or movement. Sometime times I would find myself in my closet at home with the door closed hoping that somebody would come to my rescue. They had really excelled after high school. So about twice a months or more I would find myself at the hospital in the emergency room. And to top it off my migraines do not just affect my head but my make my stomach nausea and most of the time I would threw up.
   So that is a little on my situation

I tried to stay calm and hope that it was just a fluke, but of course with my bad luck it was a migraine, I finished up my business quickly and headed home. By the time I had finished my business and got to the car my headache had elapsed from 0 to 6 in 10 minutes. At home I called to hospital to make an appointment before it got to worst and if that happen...straight to emergency. They fitted me in I went to the hospital and was put threw the ringer before I actually got my injection, but it was so worth it. From home to the hospital it had went to 6-9 pain in about 30 minutes and I was in some pain, baby. Waiting at the hospital was excruciating, my head felt like somebody was doing surgery on me without sedation. I tossed, turned, cried and moaned in my seat until someone came to took me back into the office. The severity of my headache are so bad I almost lose control of myself, one day I think I might go crazy with the pain I endure with these migraines. I went straight home took of every layer of clothing and went straight to bed. Of course that was one of the side effects of the injection it puts you to sleep. When I woke up I felt like a newborn baby just finishing up a nap after having suckled on her mothers tit.